I run into your friends more than I run into you. That is probably a good thing.
I wondered last night, as I sat two chairs away from your good friend, what it would be like if you were the one sitting in between us. What it would feel like with my hand in yours. After so many months, it was not as hard to imagine as it should be. As the new year is about to begin, summer feels closer than it should.
Where is someone new? Someone to take my mind off of you.
And not just someone I dream up in my mind to take my thoughts off of you. Not just someone I see that never sees me.
Where is someone that notices me, even before I notice them? Where is someone to create new memories and forever rid the old ones? Where is someone who will bring out the best when I feel the worst?
Where are you?
I would like it if you came soon.
I would like it if I did not think about what could be as often as I do. I would like it if what could be, would be now.
But my timing may be terribly off.
So I wait.
Sometimes not so patiently. But I wait. Because what other choice do I have?
I’m waiting.
Please come soon.
